Friday, February 15, 2008

Disappointed

I'm so effing mad and disappointed. My trip to Bali is 90% cancelled! Feel like pulling on someone's hair and bang the head to the wall. No, I don't mean it. Just a figure of speech (again) to let u guys know how I'm feeling. Sam sms me when I was on my way to fetch Cecil from school. I felt so betrayed that I just replied, "sebel, sebel, sebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel." And what did Sam do? Kept on apologizing =.= I don't want him to say sorry. I just want to go to Baliiiiiiiiiiiiiii *hikz* I feel like I'm going crazy if I don't get out of here soon *exaggerating* Sam last words on the phone just now were, "Don't worry, I'll make it up to u." Those words don't bring any comfort to me anymore. Maybe it will when I ask for a Valentine's gift and he said that.... but a gift in exchange for a trip to Bali?? No way! But what can I do except vent it here in my blog? Sam should get a medal from his boss for his dedication to the office. Well, I don't mind actually. To be honest, I'm proud of him coz he really takes his responsibility very seriously. Just that he promised the kids and me this trip since January and I'm so, so looking forward to it. I mean, hey, it's only a month away now.... what could possibly made him change his mind again since he has everything booked already? And suddenly WHAM!!! Shattered to pieces are my hopes. His boss has to pick Easter out of so many holidays to go to Macau. Sam's not the only one who's going. Puren and Yuyu who are head divisions of other departments are to tag along too. Maybe his boss is planning on opening a casino there. Nah, I'm just kidding. I don't know why the hell they are going there.

Been trying to comfort myself from just now. Telling myself it's okay, I still have Japan trip to look forward to. I just don't want to wait that long. And because of my unhappiness, I've been keeping myself busy with celebrities' gossips and also busy looking for a new skin again. Yes, I'm so hooked into celebrities' gossips.... American, Chinese.... u name it. I'm not interested in local celebs though. I think I'm more well-informed about what's happening with the celebs than any of u out there at the moment.... meaning u, people who frequent my blog of course. Shoot me with anything. I know the latest juiciest stuffs and it's not like I'm proud of it but I'm just so hooked to it since that moment I read from Xiaxue's blog about Edison Chen's sex photos which have been widely spread across the world. Talking about Edison Chen, Suli, Irene, Ria, Yon & me had a conference chat at noon and at one time we were talking about this. Irene was really hilarious. Had me in stitches all the time coz at hours like that, whatever u talk to her, it will sound porn to her huahahaha... But it was all a good laugh. I love the fact that Irene is straight-forward and not afraid to say what's on her mind. It's so much better than people who act all innocent and clueless but behind your back, you know, did things that will leave your jaws drop all the way down to the ground when u finally found out from her ex what they did before (useful note: make sure your boyfriend isn't the vengeful type or else u will have to worry what he say to others when u finally decide to dump him)

I learned a new internet slang today thanks to those gossip sites I go to ^.^ : NSFW. And it's so suitable to use today coz Irene post a link in our conference chat just now which made Suli and Ria squeal... (not sure whether it's in delight or horror hahaha)

Time to go. I want to take a shower and start watching the DVDs I bought just now. That's it if I don't fall asleep first.

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